I want to be able to write something profound and beautiful about love, but what have I experienced with love to give me a positive thing to say? I can’t take one more day of this bullshit. Sometimes the absolute hunger for someone to hold me, and brush my hair to the side, and tell me everything will be okay, it overpowers my need to do other things, like homework, and having a life… I just want him to love me… Whoever he may be.
March 2011
Day 16- a drunken story
So my pants were falling down, and I needed a belt. I was so out of it, and I kept asking every one if they had an extra belt. So I ended up asking my exboyfriend, and he couldn’t hear what I was saying when I asked him for a belt, so I thought it would be a good idea to grab his pants and say “beeeeelt” the moment I put my hands on his pants he looked at me and said “don’t touch me there.”
How awkward?
March, please me good to me. Keep my family sane, and my love life chill. I want to spend these spring days with my friends, having never ending fun. I want to bring my grades up, and get ready for the perfect summer. March, come quick and leave soon.
February 2011
“Even people I’ve known for so long soon become strangers to me. People change and grow tired of having you in their life. I’m my own best friend. It’s sad, but it is what it is.”
—Megan Fox (via meganfoxxxdaily)
The sound of his voice makes me melt- and the thought of his hand holding mine makes me well up with tears because I know, for right now at least- we can't be together.
